Rollback Incoming

[Phalangite_Dragon]

The primary lesson for me is that we are seeking permanence in the world and it proves again and again all is impermanent. Whether you seek it in a game or in 'real life' you will sooner or later be dissappointed. Life presents this lesson again and again until we get it and come back to ourselves. My seeking of permanence was to become an uber powerful knight and feel the sense of power. Sure I had fun while playing but at times I just went for ambition and grinded the Nords just for that goal. When the rollback took destroyed a good portion of what I did, I was frustrated because now I would have to do it all again to reach this goal of becoming uber powerful.

I am learning more and more every day is that fun or joy is not in what we do, but in the state we are doing it. Some call this being yourself/being in Love/living from the heart.

Imma donate my items to my house and give a break for a while. Maybe I come back some time later.

Thanks devs.. Even if you don't choose to honor our compensation requests, I think this mod is really good and you are doing a pretty good quality work.

See you later everyone.