NI, is it worth the grind?

[Tjav]

well, it is a hard nut to crack the one with the loot system there every1 has a point, but, and im sorry if some guys is gonna felt butthurt, i have been in the game so many times, where an complete retard, in some unknown way, has managed not to do anything worth mentioning, and suddenly a little pip comes from that one fucking player saying, i looted this (put random high tier mat) while players i know and have played with for a really long time that is perhaps some of the best guys in this mod currently, having dry periods where they loot sod all, im not gonna talk about whats fair and not taking that i got gifted equipment worth about 20 mil, but ffs, i can feel how it just hurts when i hear that some guy, who in all the games i have played, have caught my attention in the good, about 2 times, when i suddenly hear a guy saying, i looted (insert random awesome legendary) i just feel like taking and throwing my PC out the fucking window, the only fucking thing keeping me in this fucking mod is those guys that you ppl call *veteran players* and if i may say so, this term is so fucking misguiding as anything can be, i have played this mod for 1 fucking year, i have had the pleasure of playing with alot of guys in this community, even including devs every now and then, what really makes me pissed, is when i can sit in ts, talking with a guy who have played this mod for 2 months, doing fucking more then some of the guys who have been here as long as me, you just piss me off with that vet thing ur saying, there is a fucking difference between earning ur salary, and fucking slacking it off, we arent living in a fucking socialist state, ppl who do more deserves to get more, end of fucking story, i grinded my way up with nearly sod all and nearly had my 2nd heroclass, before i got gifted my stuff, so dont fucking come and say that you fucking try ur fucking best, because that is a fucking god dam fucked up lie

i am aware im pissing on alot of ppl and i am aware i will deserve a mute, but i just thought i had to say these things so i do not regret.

have a fucking nice day
and yes i fucking hate fucking grammar